The revival of the assisted dying debate in 2019, this is November 2019. I don’t know the contents I only remember my response as I did not click on news articles within sites for years, as my head was so fucked and scared reading was a major issue. I felt like the powers that be wanted me to go through assisted, as I was literally a nuisance for being alive and surviving all the attacks, which were relentless on my life. This was the feeling at the time. I felt like my life was a hinderance, an anomaly and a prevention to the narrative that the British, wouldn’t attack and kill their own citizens, and that the Monarchy was stable, and not run in violent gang mafia intimidating manner, as was generally is. The reason I thousands of photo’s of cars driving by my house, as in the photography post, is because the police, AKA the British government, weren’t doing anything to arrest the violent criminals who tried to kill me. My life was so uncertain at this time, and I was experiencing attacks from so many directions, online, in the forms of threats, encouragement in algorithm’s to obtain and buy large knives, how to make guns, when I played a massive multiplayer online game, you could name your username. There is some research though I didn’t know at the time, that some online games help with PTSD, and it seemed to help me personally except when I got threats or intimidation. On one such an occasion I can remember the usernames of the other users around me were: Taiwan, China, Great Britain, USA, Canada, France etc, they were all the major countries and economies of the world, and it was like they were all both testing and intimidating me. It was one of many scary experiences. Another was when I was playing a shoot em up multiplayer game with my brother and some players called knights templar or something, came and eliminated us in the game, over and over, in a very professional way, it’s like they would attack me in as many ways as they could imagine. To say I had power when I feel like the government of Britain where I was living was discussing assisted dying, keeping me alive from violent threats but also letting me suffer all other kinds of threats, while allowing the Royals to kill other people and then discussing (through assisted dying) how they would get rid of me. In context, just months earlier I had been told “most people in your position would kill themselves” before being given two packets of prescription (medical grade & strong enough for suicide) sleeping pills. This was while dozens of motorbikes accompanied me to the psychiatrist just south of London, from the main road from Wimbledon 2019 27-29/30th March. In this environment it is hardly surprising, from my perspective, that I was framed. As this was typical of the oppressive people’s actions towards me and others. Why did I say something so stupid in this environment whilst playing a boardgame? Because the exact opposite of what was right was happening, and people were dying as a result.

November 2019, pre-pandemic during when China was clamping down on Hong Kong protestors, there was a clear motivation for China to release a pandemic, when there was serious unrest, and given Chinese history where the military killed thousands in Tiamen Square by official figures, some others have estimated tens of thousands, coronavirus gave another reason for a national lockdown, to prevent social unrest within China. China, being a communist dictatorship, hugely values control, especially at that time, was willing to use violence, as Xi Jinping On October 13, 2019, Chinese President Xi Jinping warned during a state visit to Nepal that “Anyone attempting to split China in any part of the country will end in crushed bodies and shattered bones.” This stark warning came amid ongoing anti-government protests in Hong Kong and broader international scrutiny over Beijing’s actions in regions like Xinjiang and Tibet.

China and the British government were much closer under David Cameron, who served from May 11, 2010, to July 13, 2016, and then Theresa May whose tenure was July 13, 2016 to July 24, 2019. Being Conservative, they also valued and wanted the respectability, heirarchy and dominance of the Royals to be maintained. The connection between the Royal Family and the Chinese government cannot be underestimated at this time, when intelligence agencies (ie MI5 etc), which the monarch/head of state oversees, openly shared much more information between the two countries. The golden year of relations between China and Britain, wasn’t far away (2015). And infrastructure investment into the UK from China included areas of extreme strategic importance and relied on immensely on the Chinese. Areas include but were not limited to Energy, such as nuclear plant Hinkley point, telecommunications, 3g, 4g, 5g with Huawei. Examples include the fact A) they worked in unison to kill me when I had to hide on a roof in South London for approx seven hours with dozens of cars, lorries, inc. super cars and recycling bins, presumably to put my body B) examples of the strong connection between the Royal family and the Chinese were many but include Prince Andrew presenting the Chinese Ambassador with a Doctorate in July 2019, after the huge attack on me in London, business as usual between the Royals and Chinese, overseen in the UK and China.