To the sceptics – at best your evidence is weak at worst it is inverse, a minus number. You didn’t know until recently I was playing a boardgame when you were given that out of context sentence or two. You didn’t know, though I am still waiting on evidence, me trying to throw the game away. You didn’t know that I refused to the play the game on multiple days + occasions. You didn’t know my internal thoughts were that I had to pretend to want the pandemic to try and stop it. Finally you didn’t know or haven’t done the research on how much went wrong in the weeks prior to it which led me to believe I had to fake wanting it, because so much was going wrong. The context matters and you are given snippets